I’m back. A shit ton of stuff has happened since I last wrote here. For starters I left my husband of 8 years. I got my own place where I live with the girls. Greg and I have shared custody. I found a new love who has opened my eyes to a whole other side of me that was always there. I found a crappy little job that I am great at. It pays the bills so there’s that. Everyday there is something new that makes me happy and makes me cry. I have lost so much yet gained so much more.
Music has always meant a lot to me. Even though I don’t listen to “cool” music there are certain songs that I hear and they speak to my soul. I would rather someone tell me that they heard a song and thought of me than a present. Here are a few of my current obsessions. What are you listening too?
I am a blog writer slacker. I am a blog commenter slacker. I am a twitter slacker. I do continue to read all my friend’s blog. I am just not finding the words.
Today is my dear friend Jenna’s 30th birthday. We met through twitter almost a year ago. Our first date was at Applebee’s.
Jenna is a caring friend. Her friendship is the kind you don’t have to clean your house for when she comes over. I can sit her her recliner and watch her work doing nothing much and still have a great day. Her love of the color green rivals a leprechaun. She is a wonderful mother. Her inner strength inspires me on a daily basis. Her photographs are beautiful. I can never look at a firetruck the same way again. She is also an editor so her loving me through my horrible grammar and spelling mistakes is a sign of a true friend.
Thank you Jenna for being such a great friend. Happy Birthday! I love you!
Happy 1st birthday. I hope you are happy and secure with your new family. I hope that they have lots of fun things planned. I know that you will love eating your birthday cake. My thoughts are with you today. I am sending lots of love and light to you today. I am sorry that I couldn’t be the mother you needed.
I come here intended to write. I have a funny story or something I want to share. But I have no words. I will write a whole post an it sits in the saved folder. I miss my words.